So, it's been more than a month since I've spoken to my reviewers here....The drama's calmed down A LOT, but since I have 2...i mean 5 Xangas I'm presiding over now, I have to give serious thought to Axing some of these Xangas that aren't being used. I don't think CosmicMariner will go, but I think DFoCD (which wasn't originally mine, but was left for me to take care of) will definately go bye-bye....prolly as soon as i finish this post.

Anyway, Lyrics I've been Singing Lately:

"So you stole my world, Now I'm just a phony, Remembering the one, Leaves me down and lonely" ~augmented Gary Allan "Best I Ever Had"

"that's why i'm here if you're ready i'm not gonna waste my time a love like this is hard to find i can't get you off of my mind" ~All 4 One "Here if you're Ready"

"Sitting on my own, A long way from home, Its a distance from you, And I'm thinking about you too" ~All Saints "Distance"

and my final, most thought-inducing lyric....

"We can take the darkness and make it full of light" ~Jennifer Love Hewitt "(Our Love) Don't Throw it All Away"

Lyrics I've been Singing lately:

"Love songs suck and fairy tales aren't true. Happy ending hollywood is not for me and you" ~Bowling for Soup

"Have you ever had someone steal your heart away/ You'd give anything up to make them feel the same/ Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart"  ~Brandy

"I Survived the Crash/ Survived the Burn/ Survived the worst, yeah baby, but I've learned. Survived the lies/ Survived the Blues/ It almost killed me, but I survived the truth/ but when you wrote me off like I was doomed/ I survived you" ~Clay Aiken

"I can still see you when I sleep/ There is a picture that I still keep/ You with your hair in the wind/ and me with that crazy grin/ under summer skies/ when dreams were too young to die" ~Toby Keith

"Where do you run/ Where do you hide/ After a promise Breaks/ Who'll be the one/ to say goodbye/ and who'll be the one to stay/ When love fades/ When love fades" ~Toby Keith

I think I'm gonna get a new Xanga, because apparently just posting on this is too much of a reminder. I'll leave comments w/ anyone who wants to know the new name.  so until next time, i'm finished.

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So yeah, i'm @ stephi's house, just chillen until it's time to get mommy....btw, the aforementioned stephi is now jumping up and down pulling up her pants behind me.   scarinesss!!!! 

so ok, my new bed frame?  FREAKIN AMAZING TO THE EXTREME!!!! It's like sleeping on a cloud. i love it i absolutely do.

so...Chef Bishop said my new haircolor (did i mention i dyed my hair? if not, i did and it's a shocker) makes me look like a "naughty pixie" and that the color looks like it was "dyed in the fires of hell" 

hmmmm...... naughty pixie.... I think i could get used to that.

School was pretty good. we collaborated with the 1st term culinary kids for an amazing buffet (bishop calls it buffet, as in Jimmy Buffet...and i asked where the margaritas were)

so yeah...i'm done i think.

~The Naughty Pixie, CosmicMariner

I was lucky enough to find a bedframe that matches my room for the greatest price.... $0.  It's in okay condition, i'm still gonna paint it, but it definately made up for my crappy day.  Weis blows monkey tails, i wanna quit. I also wanna thank Britney for driving my tushie to school today....she's so much fun to talk to and it's nice to have someone who you can giggle and act like a lil kid with.

Up for tomorrow (heh...i almost said on tap, but that's a sensitive word for now) I've got my appt with the Nerologist and then.... nothing. yep. i took the whole day off work so i can just veg and recharge my poor, stressed out batteries. I just hope that they don't give me any more bad news this time around. I am a tad bit concerned, however, about this whole dropping stuff thing. I totally don't tell my hand to let go, it just does it on it's own and my mom said my right hand's grip isn't as strong as it used to be...worrysome, ne?  Well, let's hope the doc'll just be like "here's a couple of pills and you'll be good as new in a week".  Like that'll actually happen. heh. i think god hates me. i was telling peg (my old boss) the following  theory:

"It's like every time I get my dominoes in place and all pretty, God walks by and just pushes 'em all over and I'm screwed again."

So yeah, i have a new icon, but it's a sad one, so i'm not puttin it on here. Don't like it? Tough. I do and that's what counts.

i'm sorry i'm bitchy, but i'm tired, getting bitched at and i need my sleep!

~An exhausted and drained CosmicMariner

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